Although I have gracious words from
clients going back over twelve years.
I try to update this page with only a few recent thank you's. These
are the
complete emails without knowledge that I would ask to share
them here.
From: M
Keener@water.com
Subject: MY GRACIOUS SOUL
From: Helen Delaney
Subject: Thank You
Date: June 24, 2010 11:21:36 AM MST
To: Clay Miller <Soul@arizonahealingtours.com>
My daughter, Michaela, and I took a soul journey with you a little over two weeks ago. It was a profound, life-altering experience, one for which I will always be grateful. Both of us have felt the great change it brought about. We are lighter, literally. You released a great deal of grief for me, grief that has been with me since my husband died last August. I wasn't even aware of the depth of it until you lifted it out of my soul, as birds flying into the sky. That was the image.
The dreaming you did for both of us - which defies all description - has affected my work as a writer. My son died over 30 years ago, and I have been writing a book, no, channeling a book (but that's another story) for people who have lost loved ones. My husband's death, ironically enough, happened as I was just about half-way through. All this year, I've struggled to put my mind back into it, and let the writing continue, and it has been like a dripping faucet, a little here, a little there. Since coming back from Arizona, though, the channel has opened. I am writing again. I am sure now that the book will be finished. The book is my purpose - the purpose you talked about but had no way of knowing, the purpose that can be fulfilled now because the pain that blocked it has been removed. I will never stop missing my husband, or being sad when I think of his sickness and the end of his journey, but that is quite a different feeling. It is not blocking, stifling pain.
I have listened to the disk you prepared, but only once. It was like taking the journey again. I'm glad I have it, because I will most certainly listen to it from time to time, when the soul needs a little boost.
There are no adequate words to thank you for this great gift. I had to try, though, because you should know the blessed effects of your journeys on all the people you help. Please add me to the long list of people whose lives you have changed, people who are eternally grateful they came to Arizona and to you. May the Great Spirit bless you and your work.
Gratefully yours,
Helen Delaney
From: ulrike Gamm
Subject: from Stinson Beach
Date: August 2, 2009 7:59:21 AM GMT-07:00
To: Clay Millersoul@arizonahealingtours.com
Dear Clay
More than one week is already gone since I was in the circle and
it is still like a miracle. I feel a peace and strength inside
of me I have never experienced sofar. Each and every day I detect
new facetts of the soul journey, which I have overheard/overseen
(with my right side) and which inspire me to continue my integration.
Here at Stinson Beach I have long walks
along the beach early in the morning when there are no people around
me. It is like a meditation, walking helps me to connect with my
inner voice, my soul to continue the path I have started with you.
I am much more open to what is around me, the sun, the wind, different
smells from beautiful flowers. I can enjoy these moments when I am
standing, sitting somewhere on my own, just being there, breathing,
without letting my toughts already move on
to next days meetings, work to be done etc. To observe and be aware
of my thoughts in different moments was a very helpful hint from
your side.
I am still wondering: what is the difference
you have made because I knew all this before, but was not really
able to change it? Through your work, the night in the circle with
thunderstorms, rain and wind, I am now able to face my fears. I have
not only lost my fear of highs but also my fear to be out on a boat.
Due to my sudden loss of hearing, I have a disturbance of equilibrium
so going out on a boat trip is usually something I try to avoid.
Not Thursday night – I enjoyed
beeing out in the bay in a little boat without clinging to a seat.
I felt the waves, the breeze, the salt in the air and was absolutely
relaxed.
Yesterday I said to Mario, it is the
first time since I learned reading that I do not keep my mind busy
with reading, reading, reading. Sometimes it was like a drug, instead
of sitting, watching, listening
what was going on within me, around me, I had my nose in books describing
the lives of others. Their fears, aspirations, their connections
etc. That seemd to be easier than being in touch with me
-altough I had the perception that I was in good contact with me,
although I have spend many times in coaching and reflection sessions.
But these sessions did not touch my soul. I could talk about my fears,
could analyse them, could develop strategies how to cope with them
but in the end, I did not change.
But these are more the obvious, eye-catching
moments of change. Most important to me is my new approach towards
me, to my own needs, the understanding of the various parts within
me. I am so grateful for your support, you have given me the space
and time I needed for my development /integration. Instead of intellecutally
understanding the world around me, I could gain a new form of understanding,
by listening to my inner voice, observing my breath, being aware
when my resistance
emerges ... It was all there, but I did not trust my intuition, I
did not trust because I feared I might loose control. You showed
me that I can trust because you trusted me. You demonstrated that
it is possible to be nonjudmental and caring - and still giving direct
instructions, guidance when it was needed.
Clay, it was a rich and
deep experience working with you, you have enabled me to move forward
and I am still moving. Much love for today,
Ulrike
From: Patty Hall
Subject: A Heartfelt Thank You
Date: July 8, 2009 5:48:27 PM GMT-07:00
To: Clay Miller soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Dear Clay,
Mere words do not express the profound gratitude that I have for both you and
your work. I have never felt the commitment of any healer the way I felt yours.
Your focus was on our work at hand 100% of the time and that was powerful for
me as well as being a good lesson. Most of all, it made a powerful difference
in the outcome of our daily sessions. Your focus kept me focused and that ultimately
intensified the magical energy of the four days to create some beautifully magic
moments. The Shamans, Faeries and Kachinas were out en force sprinkling their
wonder every where we went. Your attention to details was remarkable in creating
a holistic healing experience. Thank you for all of the gentle extra touches
of caring to create a magnificent experience for me. Nothing went unnoticed even
if I was not eloquent about everything I sensed.
Your peaceful and loving spirit permeated the time I spent with you which created
the space for me to “return home” to the “land” that
my soul has longed to return to all of my life. I have wondered whether those
who continue to migrate out there for the same thing are part of a mass spirit
migration back to the homeland. I call it a “soul delivery” as opposed
to “soul retrieval” and thank you for that, by the way. Several have
worked on retrieving that piece before, but you helped me to create a safe enough
state of being to help her feel safe. I so appreciated the help and company of
Hanta Yo and Cheyenne. They greeted me lovingly and put me at ease immediately.
It was actually Hanta Yo whose keen intuition guided him to facilitate and accompany
me on my "journey home"...to hold that space and be the energy of the "ones
left behind" so I could access that emotion of love and grief at the same
time. His cuddling opened that soft side space in my heart that has been closed
too long. The part that opens to life...to step out of the harsh darkness and
into the "soft, pink, fleshy" ( your words on the CD) warmth of the
heart. Dogs don't reject and for that hold that place of "loyalty" as
part of their totem energy. I felt it coming through him...a direct channel for
the reconnection with the gentility of mother earth...the longing for the sacred
connection between human and nature long since lost...the softness of mother
earth...the shamanic path...it was all there in that moment...with you mourning
tenderly on your flute...bringing life to spirit...giving life to the land...singing
the song of death...death of the land and those who loved it...the way of life
that lived as one. It was all there in that moment...like magic...and with the
help of all those in the unseen world that help and guide us I was transported
to a place I needed to go with both of you guiding me...carrying my soul...on
the wings of lost time...a tune...a tear...a traversing of the intermediary realm
on behalf of all those who are still looking to find their way home...a beacon
now to shine out and point the way...the way home. continued . . .
From: Virginia Rae
Date: June 1, 2009 8:44:25 AM
GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Dear Clay,
Please allow me to share...
Sunday morning I went downstairs to find a bird in my kitchen banging
against the window trying to get out. I knew this was a powerful message
but I wasn't sure what it was. I 'spoke' to the bird and said, "it's
okay, follow me and I'll lead you out". I walked over to the door,
opened it and the bird flew onto my screened porch...I then walked
over to that door, opened it and the bird flew out - it knew instinctively
where to go. This morning in my quiet time, I understood the meaning.
Like the bird, I have been trapped in a place that I knew, as beautiful
as it is, is not my home. I could see where I was suppose to be and
kept trying to get there, but kept banging into the window (the window
being many teachings that taught me to fear the mystic experiences
that I was meant to live, understand and then teach). I could not understand
why God would lead me 2000 miles away to you until I realized that
it was you who came and opened up the door. All I had to do was 'fly
out.'
Helen Keller was a brilliant woman who was born deaf, dumb and blind...trapped
in a prison without any way to express the beauty that was within.
Enter Anne Sullivan Macy, and that breakthrough moment when she held
Helen's hand under the water pump and spelled w-a-t-e-r. Helen UNDERSTOOD
and her whole world opened up! She was finally free.
The other night I traveled through a great white light, and was with
my son who is in jail, only in the cosmos - we were both energy. This
was not something I have ever experienced, nor was I seeking; it just
happened at lightening speed, and it scared me(!)...yet I knew it was
real. I have begun reading books by people who have walked a mystical
life, trying to understand my own experiences...from the time I was
a little child, I would sit quietly and 'listen' to God. I came home
to now listen closely to the teachings found in the wind, the animals
and birds of the air. I've begun to trust that inner voice that speaks
my truth, and opened up to God in a way that I've been taught was wrong,
but now know that those teachings were wrong. Clay, I feel like you
put my hand under the water pump and spelled out f-r-e-e-d-o-m and
I thank you.
God Bless,
Virginia
From: raels81@hotmail.com
Subject: RE: enquiry from Australia
Date: May 6, 2009 6:53:37 AM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Morning Clay
My heartfelt thanks to you, somehow these words just don't seem
to hold the depth of the gratitude that I feel for what you offered
our group and the process you took each of us through.
This is our last day here until Sept. We are bringing a group back
around the 21st Sept.
It was an absolute honour to meet you, share conversations with you
and to allow us to trust you and the work you do.
I hope we can work together again in Sept and perhaps do some more
with you.
You 'nailed' each person, and the transformation they all went through
after their stay here in Sedona was almost 'a miracle for them.
Namaste
Raelene
www.medicineforyourspirit.com
From: Liz Vasche
Subject: thank you
Date: March 17, 2009 8:25:25 PM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Clay~
That is good to know..thank you. I just want to comment on what you said about
overcoming attachment in this life...for life can seem painful when we lose the
ones we love. I have been sad about losing my dad my whole life. He has MS, diabetes,
just had a 5 artery bypass a few years ago, you name it...
I often think about losing him and the pain seems unbearable...like I couldn't
go on in this life. I remember when he had his heart attack i was so fragile...I
really do not know how I could have taken loosing him at that period in my life.
I just received word from my mum tonight that he is in the hospital...blood pressure
is out of control and he is just too weak to walk anymore. I feel at this moment
that I am so much stronger now...like I know i need to be strong for my own health
and the wellbeing of my sister and mom. I know in my heart that my dad is tired..and
ready to leave very soon. I know he will go back to the beauty before he came...and
will be surrounded by all he loves.
I suppose I am afraid of the unknown...of not knowing what my life will be like
when my beloved dad is not on this plane anymore. I am also afraid that he will
move onto another life before I can see him again...
all these fears stem from attachment. But I feel that I am not as fearful as
i used to be...I know now that this life is just the beginning.
Your existance has really given me so much hope and such a feeling of peace.
Thank you for your work and your healing hands...you inspire me to unlock my
own potentials. This life is a mystery for me...Im learning how to finally feel
with my heart..and simply be...
Love
Liz
From: Kathleen Emmons
Subject: Thank You
Date: January 6, 2009 12:25:37 PM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Hello Clay
I'm not quite sure that I'm ready to write my entire Thank You as things
are still composing and energy is on a continuous shift since our time
together which is all very good, very positive, extremely eye-opening
and even fun really as there is not only a smile in my heart but peace.
There really is no telling when it will all come together in a complete
circle but I am definitely enjoying the journey that it has me on.
It's much like a storytelling really. It's not like a bunch of thoughts
all going on in my head with nowhere else to go but rather it's that
feeling, you know, the one we focused on that I so desperately needed
... within and from the heart.
Everything is very clear, no fuzz, no confusion, nothing that feels
unnecessary or angry either and what's nice is it comes as a flow like
walking along the river, not like a down pour all over the place without
direction.
And I smile everytime I think that 'I' actually spent time with huge
dogs and felt very at ease and comfortable with their presence and
friendship. WOW!!!
So much has really come to light even though I haven't exactly detailed
them here for you, somehow I believe that you know anyway :)
Thank You for all that you provided, all that you exposed me to, most
of which was ME and Thank You for the gift of your self!
Peace, Kathleen
From: Michael Keener
Subject: MY GRACIOUS SOUL
Date: January 7, 2009 4:32:25 PM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Hello Mr. Clay,
I want to take a “STILL MOMENT” to thank you for the time we recently
spent together. My Soul has never known such Peace!!! Words could never describe
the 3 day journey Kathleen and I took with you and your four legged Spirit Guides,
Cheyenne and Hanta Yo. So many things are happening within My Circle…CONSTANT
MOVEMENT AND I LOVE IT!!! It was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING the way in which Kathleen
and I took separate journeys, but yet you allowed US to journey as ONE!!! I have
re-experienced My Journey with You daily and will continue to do so…IT
WAS THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCE I HAVE EVER ENCOUNTERED IN MY 44
YEARS!!! Thank you Sir and I look forward to the day are paths
cross again!!!
I just want you to know that I cry...I should say my soul cries
with joy on a daily basis since meeting you and your guides. Not
sure
how to explain it or if I even need to...All I know is that it is
a
feeling inside that I like and only experienced during certain
situations. NOW ALL I DO IS GO TO MY SOUL, THINK OF OUR TIME TOGETHER
AND THE TEARS START TO FLOW...I FEEL SO ALIVE!!!
Thank you Clay!!!
Michael aka “The Little One”
From: Kathleen Emmons
Subject: Re: Thank You
Date: January 6, 2009 5:54:44 PM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Hello Clay
I'm not quite sure that I'm ready to write my entire Thank You as things
are still composing and energy is on a continuous shift since our time
together which is all very good, very positive, extremely eye-opening
and even fun really as there is not only a smile in my heart but peace.
There really is no telling when it will all come together in a complete
circle but I am definitely enjoying the journey that it has me on.
It's much like a storytelling really. It's not like a bunch of thoughts
all going on in my head with nowhere else to go but rather it's that
feeling, you know, the one we focused on that I so desperately needed
... within and from the heart.
Everything is very clear, no fuzz, no confusion, nothing that feels
unnecessary or angry either and what's nice is it comes as a flow like
walking along the river, not like a down pour all over the place without
direction.
And I smile everytime I think that 'I' actually spent time with huge
dogs and felt very at ease and comfortable with their presence and
friendship. WOW!!!
So much has really come to light even though I haven't exactly detailed
them here for you, somehow I believe that you know anyway :)
Thank You for all that you provided, all that you exposed me to, most
of which was ME and Thank You for the gift of your self!
Peace, Kathleen
P.S. In case this doesn't quite show it ... I TOTALLY LOVED OUR TIME
TOGETHER AND ALL THAT IT HAS GIVEN ME AND CONTINUES TO GIVE!!!
From: Gail Neube
Subject: Hi Clay!
Date: November 29, 2008 4:24:23 PM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Please forgive me that this email is arriving so long overdue after
my visit to Sedona, but I want to thank you so much for that most
wonderful spiritual journey through the sacred land of that red rock
region. I jotted down a few thoughts on it and I've been so meaning
to send this to you.
The first moments of lying on the rocks by the river was most therapeutic.
I didn't tell you, but that morning and for a few days prior I had
such pain in my back whenever I would breathe, and as soon as I got
up from the rocks and we left that area, the pain was TOTALLY GONE!!!!
Also, both my feet/ankles were sort of 'sprained' stemming from
an incident that occurred a few days before leaving on my trip ...
that also disappeared!!!
And, as a matter of fact, for the duration of my vacation, all pain
ceased. It never returned. Because as I said, when I left New York
I was really in a very fra-a-agile physical state ... and that whole
feeling of frailty just disappeared. It was really magical.
Somehow, I knew this would happen ... and lying in that red rock
water hole gave my body such a boost of energy!!! I mean, when we
climbed to the top and into that elevated cave, I was shocked at
the ease of which I was climbing on those rocks ... no foot pain,
no nothing!!!
But my most favorite part of it all was the songs ... especially
the one at the four directions -- that was a very beautiful song!!!!
(And thank you for that photo you sent of my standing in that area!)
I wanted to join you in one of the songs, but I didn't verbalize
any of this to you, because I do have this "thing" with
speaking ... of being sort of 'afraid' to speak ...
But thank you so-o-o-o-o much!!!!!!
Gail
Oh, and I loved the doggies.!!!
From: Dave Barlett
Subject: Healing
Date: October 9, 2008 11:58:09 PM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Clay,
I don't know if you remember me, but I was visiting with Marian and
Gary last week at Western Spirit Ranch, and you performed a session
on me and the other guest, Charlene. I wanted to say that I sincerely
appreciate you performing the session on me. I feel lighter, and
the stress of my current situations has let up significantly since.
I have listened to the recorded session a number of times since returning
home, and each time I feel more at peace.
Again, thank you very much for the session. It was something that
I was very much looking forward to during my trip, and it was a very
spiritual moment for me. I can't thank you enough. I will be sure
to contact you for another session the next time I am in the Sedona
area; and I do plan to return. The area and the spirit there is amazing.
I have been checking out your website, and would very much like to
see you again. Thank you so much
Dave Bartlett
From: Phyllis
Subject: check arrived
Date: June 4, 2008 10:07:54 AM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Clay, I have returned home and I have
many changes occurring in my life,I feel so blessed to have met you
and the work we did together will continue to inspire and support
me.Your loving and honest support was such a blessing.Your integrity
and beautiful spirit leaves an energy that heals and I am grateful
I made the time to come and do my inner work with you.May the spirit
continue to guide you as you lead people to re-remember their true
Self and live a life of purpose. Sincerely,With Love and Light,Phylis
P.S.Thanks for the pictures.
From: Amanda Barlow
Subject: Bare bones retreat
Date: April 30, 2008 9:48:11 AM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Hi Clay,
I just wanted to say a huge thankyou for the work that you did with me over the
last few days. It really is amazing the difference that it is and will make to
me.
I am now back in Kansas city and will see how things unfold.
All the very best
Amanda
From: Andy Henry
Subject:Our journey
Date: March 30, 2008 4:42:24 PM GMT-07:00
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Clay,
Thank you so much for helping me with my son's initiation into manhood.
Your ceremony has had a profound impact on him. He is taking the
circle of responsibility and awareness seriously and acting more
like a young man. I will be working closely with him to guide him
on his journey and would like to come out again later in the year
(possibly late summer early fall) for a another visit. I have included
a couple of photos for you of Maxx and myself as well as a shot
of you for your records.
Andy
From: Kristi Hughes
Subject: a moment
Date: March 8, 2008 11:03:21 AM GMT-07:00
To: Clay Miller
soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Greetings Clay, I had to take a moment
to send you gratitude. I marvel how gentle, and joyous my life has
become. There has been such a shift of energy around everything I
do. And the beauty that comes with ease. If you ever wonder, don't......blessings
to you for finding your path and having the strength to stay on it
so that your light shines on others so that we too can join you on
the magic carpet of life......
I finally got my computer and camera to join forces and have attached
a few shots for you. Hugs to Cheyenne and Hanta Yo, my friends.
I send you gratitude in a breath to the sky knowing it will arrive
in the wind to you. Kristi
Kristi Hughes
From: Lois & Jim
Subject: Giving Thanks
Date: November 25, 2007 5:16:32 PM MST
To: Clay Miller
Dear Clay,
,
We want to let you know how much we enjoyed our time with you and Spirit
today. The places that were shown to you and nurtured by you were simply
amazing. Thank you for the work you did developing the circles and
for sharing them with us. The views, the energy, the experiences....
amazing.
Speaking for myself.... more often than not an experience such as this
comes to me over time. Although I know what I came away with today
I have yet to know what it will mean to me in retrospect. I can tell
you that your heart circle and it's location meant more to me than
I could explain in mere words. I experienced and important energy shift
that I know will effect a particular area of my life.
Jim felt honored to have been with you. Your serene nature was welcoming
and comfortable. The beauty of this area is indescribable. It's understandable
why you would make Arizona your home.
It was wonderful to spend time with you, Chyanne and Haunta (sp? on
both).
Peace,
Lois & Jim
From: Tere Sanchez
Subject: Dear Clay
Date: November 26, 2007 1:34:10 PM MST
To: soul@arizonahealingtours.com
Dear Clay Miller:
Thank you so very much for helping me on my journey through this
lifetime of mine.
I've met lots of people in my life and I consider few of them friends.
But, of those, only a few are considered authentic remarkable connected
Higher Beings. You are one of those few. I admire your vast realm
of knowledge, your magic way, your inner peace and your ability to
touch others. You have provided guidance and support when we were
unsure of which path to take. And perhaps above all, you believed
in us. Thank you for your Magic and the change you already help us
to begin in us.
In all the exercises we did outdoors or in your place were awesome
magic and cleansing for all of us, I appreciate: your steady attention
and encouragement, how you speak or explain in images our fears and
worries, how you model being in the present moment, and the breadth
of wisdom and information that you share with all us, it was exactly
the advice we long for in that moment. Thank God for being part of
our Life, and thanks to Hanta Yo this remarkable spirit for cleansing
the way.
The most important realization that I have had through your advice
is that I can do something about negative patterns. I have control
in my reactions; I can reduce fears, and can change how I relate
to my life, though my Higher Self and my Soul. It is a continuous
improvement in my life.
Clay I bless you for being part of our spiritual path and for make
these changes with love in all of us.
Send you lots of Hugs and lots of Love.
Tere Sanchez
From: Tanya Kohler
Subject: Hello From Tanya
Date: March 18, 2007 12:25:09 PM MST
To: Clay Miller
Hi Clay,
Well, here we are back in the cold and snowy weather. It's actually
a lot warmer than it was when we left.
I just wanted to let you know that I so appreciate all that you've
done for me. I truly felt your genuine and authentic desire to be
present and of help to me during our sessions.
I am already putting into practice the things you taught me (breathing
and allowing the movement of my feelings!).
I feel such a strong and emotional bond to you since meeting you.
You have helped me in ways that no one else has ever been able to
do. I had such a hard time understanding some of the things you were
trying to explain to me but it finally clicked and I understood things
in a way I had never been able to understand them before. I was always
so caught up inside my mind and trying to figure things out intellectually,
believing that if I can understand it on a mental level, I could
implement it on a spiritual and emotional level. NOT THE CASE!!!
ha..ha..ha..
I don't know how it happened but I finally was able to bring things
down from my head into my heart and understand it from a place much
deeper than my mind. It became a "knowingness" or a "beingness" instead
of just knowledge! It's hard for me to explain it to you - but I
just wanted you to know how grateful I am that my path brought me
to you.
I am in the midst of planning a one year trip to Ghana, Africa with
my daughter Natasha. It's a huge undertaking that requires so much
planning, but I am so excited about it also. I will be volunteering
at an orphanage there. I will keep in touch with you no matter where
I end up.
Thanks again for being so generous with your Self and your rocks!!
I'm sending you lots of warm feelings, along with a great big hug.
Tanya
From: Susan Carol
Subject: Re: Feb 19 - Thank you
Date: February 25, 2007 5:45:34 PM MST
To: Clay Miller
Clay, Fran and I got home last night and I just had to stop, before
I return to the corporate world tomorrow, to thank you. I am feeling
the changes happen within me......what a journey. Fran and I have
processed and laughed about our journey with you with great joy.
It was SO much fun. (She came to some very real awareness yesterday
before we parted and went back to our own lives/homes.) There just
aren't words that can express the gratitude......for just you being
you. :) I could be who I am without holding back and you gently pushed
me to do something I never thought I'd ever do......."hang off
the side of a mountain." AND without a rope!!!!!!!!!! That
was for Shaman!!!! :) To be able to blend into the earth and sky
in AZ and thank Creator for my many blessings, was a dream come true
for me...............to have Cheyenne and Shaman with us was just
TOO wonderful to be true. What would we do without the 4 legged?
And thank you for letting me "vibrate" all that my energy
body wanted to. Gratitude.... Fran and I also talked about how beautiful
your boundaries were with us.........so intuitive, precise, sensitive,
impeccable.......... and then Fran said, "soft"..........and
so it was...........
I want to share with you, since we saw a coyote in a place where
you'd never seen one before on Monday, that we saw one in Sedona
later that very same day. And then on Wednesday, when we were on
a tour in the Grand Canyon, we saw a fox.....the guide said he'd
never seen one there before. I thanked Creator over and over. Also,
after experiencing the elements all day Monday with you, in the mountains/hills,
we went to Jerome for lunch and as we drove home it started to snow...........in
Sedona. Do you know what that meant to us.................?
I bought your "Do you have a vision" CD and to be truthful
I am just amazed and SO comforted. Now I have a CD with beautiful
music to inspire me.............it is everything I believe in-----everything.
In the past I have had a few precious books to hold close to me (at
times keeping them with me 24hrs a day to comfort me.) as I move
on this incredible journey that I have been blessed with.
(For so long "alone" but I think I told you I had been
blessed with 2 teachers, from England, that are right there with
me.) I love music and I am VERY selective with what I listen to so
your CD is another blessing to me. I have laughed out loud as I hear
you say the words................things I so deeply believe in and
try to "live" but I am sure you understand that there just
aren't many folks I can talk to about it.................. And so
I thank you again Clay. (You didn't have any flute CD's when we were
there so I'll be sending a check for it this week.)
I will be back in August so I look forward to experiencing Arizona
again with you. I'll book some time as soon as I get the dates pinned
down with my other friends I will be traveling with this time.
The joy I feel tonight is just overwhelming..................
Enough.
With sincere appreciation and a wish that your life continues to
be richly blessed,
Susan
From: Julia Ponce
Subject: With Gratitude
Date: February 19, 2007 8:40:00 AM MST
To: Clay Miller
Clay
I am feeling the need to express my gratitude to you for being of
the highest integrity. I have recently been working through and
processing on a deep level my role as the Seductress in my life
and how that has played itself out. I invite you if you are so
inclined to read my blog about it.
http://www.asacredwhore.blogspot.com/
This morning Ive been reflecting on the men and spiritual teachers
in my life that were able to be with my ways of seduction and show
no reaction whatsoever to them, nor sit in judgement of them. There
have been few in my life that have been able to neither do one or
the other but you and one other spiritual teacher in Phoenix came
to mind as the two men that I can remember who have been in highest
integrity with me always. For me this has come to be such a healing
thing to have called to me those two friendships and teacher student
relationships that have formed such an integral part of my healing.
Recently I have been exposed to a teacher who was not in this integrity
however see it for the gift that it was in exposing the secrecy and
the depth of why I do what I do. It has been a life changing evolution
that has come forth through this coupled with the intense inner work
Ive been doing for many years. I am so grateful to have found assistance
through people like you that have helped me to release what no longer
served me and to come to a deeper place of self love and acceptance.
As I move deeper into embracing the Divine Feminine it is important
to me to really look deeply into all aspects of my life and patterns
as well as acknowledge the people that have been wonderful gifts
to me on all levels. It is a wonderful feeling to be moving through
these pieces finally after all this time and embracing my lifes work....in
assisting women to come to peace with their own seductress or madonna
and to come to wholeness in the divine feminine.
I bow to you in gratitude for your integrity and your gifts that
have assisted me on my path and will continue to do so. You always
saw the goddess in me as whole and alive yet never stepped outside
of the integrity you have set for yourself in your work and for this
I am eternally grateful.
Much love and light,
Julia
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